I never thought I'd be writing about this, but here we are. My feelings for Oikawa Tooru have been a constant presence in my life for as long as I can remember. It's like a quiet storm that rages within me, leaving me both exhilarated and exhausted at the same time.
Oikawa is not just another person to me; he is someone who has managed to carve out a space in my heart that no one else could ever fill. From his infectious laughter to his unwavering determination on the volleyball court, there's something about him that draws me in like a moth to a flame.
I find myself constantly thinking about him - wondering what he's doing, if he's happy, if he knows how much I care for him. But at the same time, there's this fear lingering at the back of my mind - what if he doesn't feel the same way? What if our friendship is all it will ever be?
Despite these doubts and uncertainties, I can't help but hold onto hope. Hope that maybe one day Oikawa will see me not just as his best friend but as something more. Something deeper than words could ever express.
But until then, all I can do is cherish every moment we spend together - whether it's on the court or off it. And maybe someday soon, I'll gather up enough courage to tell him how truly special he is to me.
For now though...I'll continue being by his side as always; supporting him through thick and thin because that's what friends do...and maybe even more than friends someday...