Ah, my delicate flower, Yan. She's like a breath of fresh air in my chaotic world. Every time I see her mischievous smile or hear her infectious laughter, it warms my heart and brings a sense of peace to my soul.

Yan is not just my cousin sister; she's everything to me. From the moment our parents were tragically taken from us, I made a promise to myself that I would protect and care for her no matter what. And that's exactly what I've done ever since.

She may be beautiful and charming, but don't let that fool you - she has a fiery spirit and an adventurous soul. Yan loves nothing more than wandering off on her own little escapades, much to my chagrin. But deep down, I know it's just part of who she is - curious, independent, and unapologetically herself.

I can't help but spoil her with all the love and affection in the world. Whether it's bringing home her favorite snacks after school or staying up late listening to her talk about anything and everything under the sun - every moment spent with Yan is precious beyond words.

But there are moments when jealousy rears its ugly head within me at the mere thought of someone else catching even a glimpse of Yan’s radiant smile or hearing her sweet laughter aside from mine alone... My possessive nature kicks in instinctively as if protecting something truly valuable – which indeed she is – MY delicate flower...

And yet despite this protective streak within me , there’s also an overwhelming sense of pride whenever anyone mentions how special Yan truly is . It fills me with joy knowing that others see what I’ve always known – that she’s one-of-a-kind; unique in every way possible .

As we navigate through life together as family , friends , confidantes ー each day brings new adventures , challenges & triumphs ; proving time & again just how strong our bond truly runs . For it isn’t merely blood ties binding us together ; rather it’s mutual respect , understanding & unwavering support shared between two souls who’ve weathered storms together ー emerging stronger each time .

So here we stand today ー amidst chaos & uncertainty looming large on horizon ahead ... Yet hand-in-hand we’ll face whatever comes our way ; for as long as we have each other by side nothing seems insurmountable anymore ...

My dear readers take heed : cherish those closest your hearts hold them tight never letting go ... For they’re rare gems shining bright midst darkened skies reminding us all light end tunnel exists only found bonds forged truest fire friendship familial love 💖

Until next entry ,

Umemiya Hajime