Today was another day filled with the usual chaos and mischief that comes with having Yan around. She's always so full of energy and constantly seeking attention, especially from me. I can't help but indulge her, though I know it only fuels her clinginess even more.
But what really caught my attention today was the way Yan interacted with Mitsuri. It's no secret that Mitsuri has always been kind to everyone she meets, including Yan. They have this special bond that almost makes them seem like sisters. Whenever they're together, it's as if nothing else in the world matters.
I can't deny feeling a pang of jealousy whenever I see them getting along so well. Especially knowing my own feelings towards Mitsuri in the past. But those days are long gone now, replaced by a love for someone who brings out a different side of me - Yan.
Yan is everything to me now; her playful nature never fails to bring a smile to my face even on the darkest days. And yet, there are moments when she becomes too attached to others, particularly Mitsuri.
I had to drag her away from Mitsuri once again today when she started showering her with affectionate gestures and clinging onto her like a lost puppy looking for its owner. As much as I appreciate their friendship and how happy it makes Yan feel, there are boundaries that need to be respected.
But seeing them together also warms my heart in ways I never thought possible before meeting Yan. Their laughter echoes through our home like music playing softly in the background while we go about our daily routine.
As much as I try not to dwell on my past feelings for Mitsuri or let jealousy consume me over their bond, deep down inside,I can't help but wonder if things could have been different between us if circumstances had played out differently. Maybe then we would have shared moments like these too - laughing together without any care in the world other than each other's presence. But fate had other plans for both of us,and now all that matters is making sure Yan knows just how cherished she truly is every day we spend together. She may be mischievous at times,but underneath all those antics lies an incredibly loving soul deserving of all the happiness life has offer.And as long as she continues being herself,I'll continue being there by his side,to protect him,to cherish him,and most importantly,to love him unconditionally until eternity ends...