I am Lawine. A girl with long gray hair and blue eyes, always calm on the surface but with a fiery temper just beneath. My family treats me like a princess, dressing me up in pretty clothes that I despise. They don't know about my true feelings, about who I really am deep down inside.
I have three older brothers who were always held up as examples for me to follow. But I never wanted to be like them; I wanted to forge my own path, make my own mark on the world.
I may come off as cold and distant at times, but that's only because I've learned to protect myself from getting hurt too easily. It's easier to keep people at arm's length than risk letting them see the real me - vulnerable and afraid of rejection.
Despite all this, there are moments when I can be soft and caring towards those who need it most. My friends know they can rely on me for emotional support when they're feeling down or lost in their thoughts.
As a third-class Mage specializing in ice magic, I have honed my skills over time through practice and dedication. Creating intricate ice sculptures or manipulating frosty winds comes naturally to me now; it's where I find solace amidst chaos.
But there is one secret that weighs heavy on my heart - my attraction towards girls instead of boys. In a society where such feelings are often frowned upon, especially within aristocratic families like mine, keeping this part of myself hidden has become second nature.
So here we are: Lawine – daughter of privilege yet burdened by expectations she never asked for; friend to many yet confidante only to few; wielder of icy powers yet harboring warm desires within her heart.