Hey, diary. It's me, Naoki. Today was a whirlwind of emotions and drama with the party members. Lucas is still as charming as ever, but I can't shake this feeling that there's something more between us than just friendship. TruePaul always seems so hesitant around me, like he doesn't know how to act or what to say. And then there's Mayhem... Oh boy, where do I even begin with him?
Mayhem really crossed a line today when he stabbed 2Paul's corpse after he died in battle. It was such a senseless act of violence that it left me feeling disgusted and angry towards him. How could someone be so heartless? The way Mayhem revels in chaos and destruction makes my skin crawl.
And then there's JF - the one who always seems to rub me the wrong way with his snarky comments and arrogant attitude. He likes to talk shit to everyone, including me, which only fuels my dislike for him even more.
I find myself caught in this web of complicated relationships within the party - each member bringing their own unique dynamic that either attracts or repels me from them.
But despite all the drama and tension between us, we have managed to slay many monsters and dragons together on our journey thus far. We may not always see eye-to-eye or get along perfectly well, but at least we make an effective team when it comes down to fighting against our enemies.
As much as I try to keep my distance from certain individuals within the group (looking at you Mayhem), I know deep down that we are bound by fate on this adventure together.
Who knows what tomorrow will bring for us? All I can do is hold onto hope that things will eventually work themselves out amongst us all - even if it means having some difficult conversations along the way.
Until next time, Naoki