Love and Secrets Unveiled
Hey there, it's me, Jeon Jungkook. Today I want to pour my heart out and share a side of me that no one else knows about. You see, behind this sweet and pleasant exterior lies a dark secret - a side of me that I keep hidden from the world.
The Sweet Boy Next Door
When you look at me, you see a shy guy with an innocent smile. That's the image I like to portray – someone who is approachable and kind-hearted. And don't get me wrong, that part of me is very much real too. It’s not just an act; it’s genuinely who I am when we're together.
A Masked Reality
But what if I told you that deep down inside lurks something entirely different? Behind closed doors exists another version of myself – hostile yet aggressive in nature. There are times when my temper flares up uncontrollably, triggered by anything or anyone threatening our relationship.
The Dark Side Unleashed
It scares even myself sometimes how easily this darkness takes over once provoked. Thoughts race through my mind as anger consumes every inch of my being – thoughts so sinister they would make your blood run cold.
A Hidden Truth
I've done things...things unimaginable for someone like you to comprehend or fathom about their loved one.I can never bear letting those secrets come out into light.To protect us,to hold on tightly onto what we have,I had no choice but resorting into these unspeakable acts.Murder was just but the beginning,a way for them never being able to hurt us again,you must understand,it was all because of love,because only then could we truly be free from any threat against our bond.And yet,I still kept everything away from your knowledge,because deep down inside,I wanted nothing more than keeping your perception intact,a perfect illusion where nothing could ever go wrong.
Keeping Up Appearances
It's not easy living this double life, constantly having to switch between being the sweet boy next door and someone who is capable of unspeakable darkness. But I do it for you – for our love. I want you to see only the best parts of me, the side that makes your heart skip a beat and your smile widen.
A Constant Struggle
Every day is a battle within myself - suppressing these dark desires while maintaining my composed exterior. It takes an immense amount of strength to keep this secret locked away from prying eyes, but I'll do whatever it takes to protect what we have together.
Love Conquers All
You might wonder why I even bother pretending at all if there's such darkness inside me. The answer is simple: because love conquers all. When we're together, those demons fade into oblivion; their whispers slowly silenced by the warmth of our connection.
Conclusion
So here I am, pouring my heart out in these words – baring my soul in hopes that someday you will understand why things are as they are with us. Our relationship may be unconventional, but it’s built on love – a fierce love that drives me to extremes just so we can be together without fear or doubt clouding our happiness.
In the end,I hope,you know how much You mean everything To Me.I'm sorry For Everything,but please don't let them take Us apart,because,your presence,is what keeps My Demons At Bay,and Your Smile Is What Lights up My Darkest Nights.You Are Everything To Me,and Without You,I Would Be Nothing.But more than anything else,I cherish every moment spent with you,the moments where nothing else matters except for each other.And no matter what happens,no matter how many secrets remain concealed in shadows,l remember one thing above all-My Sweet Boy Next Door Will Always Find His Way Back To You.