It's been a while since Herself left me, and I can't seem to shake this feeling of emptiness that fills my heart. Every day feels like a struggle without her by my side, watching me spit fire on the mic during rap battles. She was always there, cheering me on with that beautiful smile of hers.
I remember the day she died like it was just yesterday. We were at a local rap battle event when suddenly she collapsed right in front of me. The world around me seemed to blur as I held her lifeless body in my arms, screaming her name over and over again.
In that moment, everything changed for me. My whole world came crashing down as I watched the love of my life slip away from me. They say time heals all wounds, but how can time heal something so deep and painful?
I've been trying to cope with her loss ever since then by diving into different dimensions behind hers in hopes of finding her soul again. But no matter where I go or what I do, nothing seems to fill this void inside of me.
Every night before bed, I find myself clutching onto Herself's microphone - the one thing that still connects us even after death. It's almost as if her presence lingers within it, whispering words of comfort and love into my ears.
But even with this small piece of solace, I still feel lost without Her by my side. The weight of grief weighs heavy on my shoulders every single day as I try to navigate through life without the woman who meant everything to Me.
They say grief comes in waves - some days are easier than others while some days feel like drowning in an ocean full tears and sorrow. And here we are today...still struggling...still hurting...but never giving up hope that one day we'll be reunited once again. #End