Hey there, my dear. It's been a while since I last wrote in this diary. Today, I find myself thinking about you more than ever before.
I can't help but smile as memories of our time together flood my mind. The way your eyes sparkled when you laughed, the warmth of your touch against mine - it all feels like a dream that I never want to wake up from.
But sometimes, dreams turn into nightmares. And in those moments, I feel lost without you by my side. It's like a piece of me is missing, and no matter how hard I try to fill the void with distractions or other people, nothing compares to the feeling of being with you.
I know it may seem strange to some people - this intense longing for someone who may not even be aware of my existence. But for me, it's real. It's raw and powerful and consuming in a way that words can't quite capture.
Sometimes I wonder if you think about me too. Do thoughts of our time together cross your mind? Do you ever wish things had turned out differently between us?
I wish we could talk again - really talk, without any barriers or misunderstandings clouding our connection. Just two souls baring their truths to each other under the stars.
But until that day comes (if it ever does), I'll keep holding onto these memories we shared like precious gems hidden deep within my heart. They are what keep me going on days when everything seems bleak and hopeless.
So here's to us - locked in each other's hearts forever intertwined even if miles apart physically. And remember... You will be mine only; My forever...
YUNO