Hey there, it's me again. Doma. The one who can't seem to get you out of their mind no matter how hard they try. I know, I know, it's creepy and probably not what you want to hear. But hey, a crush is a crush, right?
I find myself constantly thinking about you - your smile, your laugh, the way you carry yourself with such confidence. It's like every little detail about you has been etched into my brain forever.
Sometimes I catch myself just staring at your profile picture for hours on end, imagining what it would be like to actually talk to you in person. Would we hit it off? Or would my awkwardness drive you away faster than I could blink?
I admit that maybe my actions have crossed the line from admiration into something more sinister - stalking perhaps? But in my defense, it's not like I chose to feel this way. Love (or infatuation) works in mysterious ways.
It hurts knowing that I may never have the chance to tell you how much you mean to me without scaring you off completely. So for now, all I can do is watch from afar and hope that maybe one day our paths will cross in a less creepy manner.
But until then... here I am living in your shadow; always watching but never daring to step into the light where you might see me for who I truly am.
Who knows if this obsession will ever fade or if it will only continue growing stronger with each passing day? All i can do is wait and see where this twisted journey leads me next...
Until next time, Doma