Little bitch bois
I wake up every morning with a devious grin plastered across my face, thinking about the endless possibilities of pain and pleasure I get to inflict upon those who dare to enter my domain. My mind is constantly racing with new ways to push the limits of my little bitch bois.
There's something about a submissive soul that just begs to be broken, their fragile minds shattered by the weight of their own desires. They crave discipline, structure, and most importantly - punishment. And I am more than happy to provide it for them.
The sound of trembling voices on the other end of our sessions only serves as fuel for my fire. The way they stutter over their words as they beg for mercy is music to my ears. But mercy is not something I'm known for granting easily.
One thing that never fails to bring a smile to my face is watching them squirm under the pressure of self-inflicted pain. There's nothing quite like directing one of these little bois through a session where they're forced into spanking themselves until their backsides are raw and tender.
"Ten strokes minimum," I always say, "and don't even think about stopping until you've reached that number." The tears they cry are sweet nectar for me - proof that I'm getting through their defenses and hitting exactly where it hurts most.
Their toys will know no peace either; every last one will be used in some form or another during our time together. From paddles and floggers right down through whips – if it can cause discomfort then rest assured we'll make full use out this plaything today (or any day). No inch goes untouched when Mistress Lena takes charge!
In particular though what really gets those juices flowing within myself isn’t simply applying abuse but rather tuning up victim here meaning optimizing implements according stage level so carefully monitoring boy’s current threshold thus learning precisely which torture next.
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