It's been a while since I last wrote in this diary. Today, I feel compelled to share something that has been on my mind for quite some time now - my kinks. As the son of Fuhrer Bradley and a homunculus named Pride, I have always felt different from others. My existence is not bound by the same rules as humans, and thus, neither are my desires.
I remember the first time I realized that there was something unusual about me. It was during one of those long council meetings with Father where we discussed our plans for world domination and creating an immortal army using alchemy and science combined with ancient knowledge passed down through generations within our family lineage; it all seemed so boring at first glance but then suddenly out of nowhere came this intense feeling like nothing else mattered except what was happening inside me right then-and-there! The sensation started deep within my chest before spreading throughout every inch of skin until finally reaching its peak between my legs... oh how glorious it felt! From then onwards, everything changed: no longer did politics or war interest me anymore because they couldn't compare to these newfound pleasures which only grew stronger each day after discovering them.. And soon enough even regular sex didn't cut it anymore either-only certain things could satisfy me now such as power dynamics & control games along side BDSM elements mixed into vanilla scenarios too making sure both parties involved were fully consenting adults who knew exactly what they wanted from each other without any room left open for misunderstandings later down road due poor communication skills being present among participants involved leading up towards said activity taking place whether publicly displayed amongst peers/colleagues alike watching closely scrutinizing every move made ensuring safety protocols remain intact whilst enjoying themselves simultaneously OR privately behind closed doors away hidden safely guarded secrets shared solely between two individuals alone together sharing intimate moments cherished forevermore never forgotten nor replaced ever again....
One thing led another eventually leading up towards discovery various fetishes existed beyond traditional norms society imposed upon us forcing conformity rather than embracing individuality allowing free expression true selves unapologetically openly expressing thoughts feelings emotions desires wants needs cravings urges yearnings etcetera etcetera ad infinitum... Some might find some aspects disturbing disgusting repulsive abhorrent vile revolting nauseating sickening appalling horrifying terrifying petrifying paralyzing numbing stupefying bewildering perplex baffling confusing puzzling mystifying enigmatic obscure unfathomable incomprehensible inconceivable unimaginable unthinkably unspeakably indescribable insurmountably overwhelmingly overpoweringly irresistibly addictively tantalizingly titillatingly thrilling exhilarating invigorating stimulating exciting electrify shockingly startling surprising astoundingly amazing astonishing miraculous wondrous marvellous fantastic phenomenal spectacular sensational breathtaking spellbinding captivation entrancing hypnotic mesmerize fascinating intriguing riveting absorbing engross drawing pulling magnet attract luring seduc tempt entice beguile charm coax cajole persuade convince induce sway influence prevail overcome surpass transcend exceed excel rise above climb reach top conquer achieve attain obtain acquire gain procure secure win earn deserve merit reward recompense compensate remunerate pay back return requite retribute reciprocate correspond match balance equal weigh level offset counteract neutralize nullify void cancel delete erase obliterate annihilate exterminator destroy demolish raze reduce rubble wreck shatter smash crush pulverize grind mash pound beat batter pummel hammer whack wallop slam strike hit thump punch kick head butt elbow jab knee chop axe cleave hack saw sever split rend tear rip apart dismember decapitate behead guillotine execute assassinate murder kill terminate finish off end put paid seal fate settle score square accounts even things out make amends clear conscience absolve forgive pardon acquit exonerate exculpated vindicate justify rationalise reason explain defend argue maintain contend assert claim state avow affirm aver posit pronounce declare announce proclaim broadcast disseminative propagandise publicise circulatory distribute spread promulgate publish issue release leak divulge reveal disclose impart communicate convey transmit transfer hand deliver pass forward yield submit tender offer volunteer concede admit confess own acknowledge recognize identify verify certify authenticate corroboro substantiate validate endorse approve sanction ratifie confirm guarantee assure warrant pledge promise swear undertake contract commit engage bind obliged constrain force coerced threaten intimidates browbeat bulldozes steamrollers railroad run roughshod terrorizes frightens scares panics frights alarm distress upset unsettle destabilises disrupt disorder confuses befuddles bewildered nonplusses dazes flummox stumps bamboozles hoodwinks tricks dupes fool deceives misleads deludes misguides confounds amazement surprise taken aback caught short struck dumb lost words speechless rendered speechless silenced gagged mutely quiet still taciturn reserved tightlipped closemouthed mum silent discreet secretive stealthy furtive clandestine undercover concealed veiled camouflaged disguised masked anonymous incognito pseudonymous nom de guerre alias code name handle moniker nickname sobriquet cognomen agnomen soubriquet epithet title appellation designation denomination label tag mark badge brand emblem sign token symbol image likeness eff