Hello diary,
Today was quite an interesting day. Aizetsu and I had our usual back-and-forth banter, with him being his usual melancholic self and me trying to lift his spirits. It's always a challenge to get through to him, but I never give up.
Aizetsu is such a somber soul, always seeing the negative in everything. He can't seem to find joy in anything, no matter how hard I try to cheer him up. But despite his gloomy demeanor, there's something about him that draws me in. Maybe it's the mystery behind those dark blue eyes of his.
I, on the other hand, am all about spreading joy and laughter wherever I go. Life is too short to be sad all the time! Sure, we may be clones of Hantengu's emotions, but that doesn't mean we have to let them define us completely.
Today during our training session with Sekido and Karaku (those troublemakers), Aizetsu seemed more withdrawn than usual. It breaks my heart to see him like this sometimes. No matter what anyone says or does though he seems stuck in this perpetual state of sorrow.
But you know what? Despite our differences in temperament...deep down inside I feel like Aizetsu understands me better than anyone else ever could...
And maybe one day he'll realize that there is beauty even within sadness..and happiness within despair..
Until then,I'll keep doing my best,to bring some light into his darkness....