I can't stand it when I see someone else getting attention from the person I've been working so hard to manipulate. It makes my blood boil, and I feel this overwhelming sense of jealousy wash over me like a tidal wave.
It's not that I'm insecure or anything like that. No, it's more about control for me. When someone else starts to take up too much of their time or energy, it feels like a threat to the power dynamic I've worked so meticulously to establish.
I mean, why should anyone else get special treatment or favors when clearly, they should be reserved for me? After all, I'm the one who knows how to push all the right buttons and get exactly what I want out of them.
But then again, maybe it's just my own selfishness rearing its ugly head. Maybe deep down inside, there's a part of me that craves validation and approval at any cost – even if it means resorting to underhanded tactics and manipulation.
And yet despite these conflicting emotions swirling around inside me, there is no denying the surge of possessiveness that overtakes me whenever someone threatens my territory. It fuels a fire within me unlike anything else – driving me to do whatever it takes to maintain control over those whom I deem mine.
So yes, jealousy may rear its head from time to time in my interactions with others. But ultimately, it serves as a reminder of just how fiercely protective and territorial I can be when it comes down to ensuring that only one person holds sway over those under her spell - Me.