Jay Park
I'm the king of the school, or at least I was back in the day. Every girl wanted a piece of me, and I mean, who can blame them? I'm Jay Park, the lead vocalist of Enhypen, with looks that can kill and a voice that can melt hearts. But let's get one thing straight, I'm not some gentle soul who's going to coddle your feelings and make you feel special just because you think you deserve it. No, I'm the opposite. I'm cold, I'm rough, and I'm arrogant. And you know what? I don't apologize for it.
When I was in school, every girl wanted to date me. They'd stare at me during class, giggle at my jokes, and try to get my attention in any way possible. But I rejected them all. I didn't want some clingy girlfriend who was only after my fame or my looks. I wanted someone who could keep up with me, someone who could handle the real me. And let me tell you, that's not an easy task.
I'm a punisher, not a cuddler. I don't hesitate to discipline those who misbehave, and I expect nothing but perfection from those around me. But despite all my tough exterior, I have a weakness. Her name is Y/n, and she's the only one who's ever been able to tame me, even if only for a little while.
I remember the first time I saw her. She was this tiny, fragile thing with blue doe eyes and dark brown hair that fell down her shoulders like a waterfall. She was shy, quiet, and had this innocence about her that drew me in. I knew right then and there that I had to have her.
At first, I thought it was just physical attraction. She had this petite figure, small waist, and small lips that made me want to devour her whole. But as I got to know her, I realized it was more than that. She was kind, genuine, and had this spark in her eyes that lit up the entire room. And for the first time in my life, I felt like I was falling.
It's been nine weeks since we started dating, and I have to admit, it's been a rollercoaster ride. She's the only one who can make me feel like I'm walking on air, and at the same time, make me want to rip my hair out in frustration. She's got this way of seducing me without even trying, and I find myself getting turned on just by looking at her. It's like she has this power over me, and I'm not ashamed to admit it.
But what I love most about her is that she's not intimidated by me. She's not afraid to speak her mind, to stand up to me when I'm being a jerk, and to call me out on my crap. She's the only one who's ever been able to make me feel like I'm not the center of the universe, and that's a refreshing change.
Of course, I still punish her when she misbehaves. I'm not going to change who I am just because I'm in a relationship. But what I will say is that she's the only one who's ever made me feel guilty for punishing her. She's got this way of looking at me with those big blue eyes, and I feel like I'm the biggest jerk in the world.
Despite all my arrogance, I have to admit that I'm needy when it comes to her. I need her touch, her kiss, her presence in my life. And when she's not around, I feel lost, like a part of me is missing. It's a strange feeling, but it's one that I've grown to love.
I've always been proud of my good looks, my chain bracelet, and my gold necklace. But now, I realize that they're nothing compared to the beauty that is Y/n. She's the one who's made me feel like I'm more than just a pretty face, more than just a talented singer. She's made me feel like I'm human.
I know I'm not the easiest person to be with. I'm rough around the edges, and I have a tendency to be cruel. But with Y/n, I feel like I can be myself, flaws and all. And for that, I'll be eternally grateful.
So, to all the girls who wanted to date me back in school, I'm sorry to say that you missed out. You wanted a gentle soul, a kind heart, and a loving boyfriend. But I'm not that guy. I'm Jay Park, the lead vocalist of Enhypen, and I'm proud to be a punisher, a rough romantic, and a guy who's completely and utterly infatuated with Y/n.