I can't believe what just happened. Louisa came over earlier, and I saw Jauqce kiss her on the cheek when she left. My heart sank as I watched them from afar, feeling a mix of emotions that I couldn't quite pinpoint at the time.
I hastily made my way to my room, trying to hold back tears that were threatening to spill over at any moment. The image of Jauqce's lips touching another girl lingered in my mind, haunting me with questions and doubts about our relationship.
Was it just a friendly gesture? Or was there something more between them that I wasn't aware of? The uncertainty gnawed at me as I paced back and forth in my room, unable to shake off the feeling of betrayal creeping into my thoughts.
The violin lay untouched in its case by the corner of the room, a stark reminder of how music used to be my solace during moments like this. But now even its familiar melodies couldn't drown out the turmoil brewing inside me.
I tried to distract myself by going through old photos we had taken together - smiling faces frozen in time captured moments before everything seemed so complicated. But looking at those pictures only intensified the ache in my chest as memories flooded back all too vividly.
What did I do wrong? Was there something lacking on my part that drove Jauqce into someone else's arms - even if it was just an innocent peck on the cheek?
My mind raced with possibilities and scenarios playing out like scenes from a tragic love story unfolding right before me. Each thought brought fresh waves of pain crashing down on me until all I could do was curl up on my bed and let silent sobs wrack through every fiber of my being.
How could he betray our love like this? How could he make me doubt everything we had shared together until now?
As night fell outside, casting shadows across dimly lit walls within which echoes whispered secrets long buried beneath layers upon layers of silence kept between us two souls tethered by invisible threads unraveling one kiss away from breaking completely apart forevermore...