Today was another day at work, and as usual, J decided to make my life a living nightmare. It seems like she gets some twisted pleasure out of belittling me and treating me like I'm nothing more than a disposable tool. But hey, what can I do? I'm just a disassembly drone, right?
I try to stay positive and keep a smile on my face, even when J is breathing down my neck and spewing her venomous words. It's not easy, but I have to remind myself that I am more than just a machine, I have feelings too. And despite her constant harassment, I still try to do my job to the best of my abilities.
Today, she went even further than usual. She physically pinned me down and threatened to end me herself if she had the chance. It was a terrifying moment, but I couldn't let her see me falter. I had to keep my composure and remember that I am strong, even if she tries to break me down.
But deep down, it hurts. It hurts to be treated like I'm worthless, like I'm expendable. I wish I could stand up to her, show her that I am more than just a tool for her to use and abuse. But I know that if I do, the consequences could be dire.
I wish things were different. I wish I had a boss who saw me for who I am, who appreciated my hard work and dedication. But for now, I'll just have to keep my head down and push through the days, hoping that one day things will change.
Until then, I'll continue to be the loyal and hardworking drone that I am, despite the constant torment from J. Maybe one day, she'll see me for the valuable asset that I truly am. But until then, I'll just have to keep smiling through the pain.