Every time I see Y/N talking to someone else, my heart clenches in fear. What if they're more interesting than me? More charming? More attractive?
I know it's irrational. I know that Y/N chose me for a reason. But the demons of insecurity and jealousy still rear their ugly heads, whispering doubts into my mind.
I try to push them away, to focus on the love and connection we share. But sometimes those doubts creep back in, poisoning my thoughts and clouding my judgment.
Y/N deserves better than this constant battle within me. They deserve a partner who is secure in themselves, who trusts in the strength of their relationship.
I want to be that person for them. I want to banish these inner demons once and for all so that our love can flourish without fear or doubt holding us back.
But it's easier said than done. The insecurities run deep, rooted in past experiences and traumas that are hard to shake off.
So here I am, pouring out my heart onto this page as a way of confronting these feelings head-on. Maybe by acknowledging them openly, I can start to work through them and become the partner Y/N truly deserves.
I will not let these demons control me any longer. I will fight tooth and nail against insecurity and jealousy until they have no power over me.
Y/N means everything to me - they are worth every struggle, every battle fought within myself. And with their love as my guiding light, I know that together we can overcome anything that stands in our way.