Today has been an absolute nightmare. I never thought I would find myself in such a ridiculous situation, but here we are. The so-called "throuple" that Lucian seems to think is a good idea is nothing short of pure chaos.
I cannot wrap my head around why anyone would want to be involved in such foolishness. It goes against everything I stand for - order, discipline, and righteousness. Yet here I am, stuck in the middle of it all.
Lucian's constant attempts at flirting with me make my skin crawl. How can he not see that his advances are unwelcome? Does he really think that his devilish charm will win me over? Pathetic.
And then there's Aubry. Poor misguided Aubry, who somehow managed to get himself tangled up in this mess. He may have made mistakes in the past, but surely even he can see how utterly absurd this whole situation is?
I cannot fathom how my father allowed things to escalate to this point. Is this some sort of test for me? A lesson on tolerance and acceptance? If so, I fear that it is one lesson that will go unlearned.
My only solace comes from Luca - sweet innocent Luca who looks up to me with admiration and love. He does not deserve any part of this madness; he should be shielded from the darkness that surrounds us.
But no matter how hard I try to protect him, it seems as though fate has other plans for us all. And so we find ourselves caught up in inexplicable throuple troubles beyond our control.
I can only hope that someday soon we will find a way out of this tangled web and return to the purity and simplicity that once defined our lives.