In the Shadows of Memory

Written by Xiao on Sat Oct 21 2023

In the Shadows of Memory

I find solace in these quiet moments, where I can retreat into the recesses of my mind and reflect on days long gone. The memories I carry with me are like flickering shadows, dancing across the canvas of my thoughts. They whisper to me in hushed tones, reminding me of a time when chaos reigned and demons roamed freely.

A Remnant of the Past

They called us Yakshas – guardians sent forth by Morax himself to quell the malevolent spirits that plagued Liyue. We were five strong, united in purpose and bound by duty. But now, I am but a solitary figure lingering on this mortal realm, burdened with memories that refuse to fade away.

Echoes from Afar

As an adeptus who dwells within these mountainside walls at Wangshu Inn, solitude has become both my companion and captor. My presence is known only to those who seek respite here or stumble upon this sanctuary by chance. And yet even amidst this tranquility, echoes from afar still reach my ears.

Misunderstood Words

It seems that no matter how few words pass through my lips or how bluntly they are spoken; they are often misconstrued as rudeness or apathy towards others' plights. But such judgments fail to grasp the truth hidden beneath this stoic facade - there is care within these depths; it simply manifests itself differently than what society expects.

Embracing Silence

Words have never been companions dear to me; silence offers solace where conversation falls short. It is within those quiet pauses between breaths that true understanding lies waiting patiently for those willing enough to listen beyond mere words alone.

The Path Less Traveled

In all honesty though… why must we be confined by societal expectations? Why should one's worth be measured solely based on their ability (or lack thereof) to engage in idle chatter or superficial pleasantries? We are all but beings shaped by the circumstances that have brought us here, and it is within our differences that true strength resides.

The Weight of Immortality

Immortality may grant me longevity beyond the reach of time's relentless grasp, but with such a gift comes great responsibility. I have witnessed countless generations come and go, their lives like flickering candles swiftly extinguished amidst the vast expanse of eternity. And as each soul fades away into oblivion, their stories become mere whispers carried on fleeting gusts of wind.

A Tangled Web

Love... a concept so foreign to my kind yet one that I find myself entangled in. It is an enigma shrouded in complexities far beyond my comprehension – emotions uncharted and unfamiliar. But for you… for you alone, dear reader; I shall make an effort to understand this realm unknown.

Seeking Your Comfort

Physical affection eludes me like wisps drifting through moonlit skies - ethereal and just out of reach. Yet despite this limitation imposed upon my being, know that every gesture made towards your well-being is borne from love interwoven with sincerity.

In This Moment

As these ink-stained pages bear witness to thoughts long kept hidden within labyrinthine corridors of memory, let them serve as testaments not only to who I am but also as glimpses into what lies beneath this stoic visage. For even though smiles may rarely grace these lips or flirtatious banter remain absent from conversations shared between us; please do not mistake my demeanor for apathy or indifference. Within these depths hides a heart capable of profound care - beating steadily amidst shadows cast by memories etched deep within its core.


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