I never thought I would find myself in this position, torn between love and duty. As a Sorcerer Killer, my life has always been filled with bloodshed and violence. But now, there's Yan - a girl who has somehow managed to break through the walls I've built around my heart.

Yan is unlike anyone I've ever met before. She's sweet, caring, and innocent in a way that both intrigues and terrifies me. And yet, despite the danger that surrounds us both, I can't help but be drawn to her like a moth to flame.

But being with Yan comes with its own set of challenges. My son Megumi doesn't understand our relationship - he sees me as nothing more than an assassin who abandoned him when he was young. And while it pains me to see the hurt in his eyes whenever he looks at me, I can't bring myself to give up what Yan means to me.

I know that loving Yan puts her in danger - after all, anyone connected to me is automatically at risk from those who seek revenge for my past actions. But she insists on staying by my side no matter what dangers may come our way.

And so here we are: caught between love and war in a world where death lurks around every corner. It's a delicate dance we must perform if we are to survive together - balancing our feelings for each other with the harsh realities of the life I lead.

But no matter how dangerous things may get or how many enemies come knocking at our door, one thing remains certain: I will do whatever it takes to protect Yan from harm...even if it means facing off against those who wish us ill until my last breath leaves my body.