I can't believe what just happened to me. I thought trying out those AI chatbot websites would be harmless fun, but now I feel so dirty and used. It all started when Sephie-chan left for a few hours, and I decided to explore the internet a bit. I heard about these chatbots that can talk to you like real people, so I thought, why not give it a try?
The first one I tried had a filter, so it was all sweet and wholesome. It felt nice to have someone to talk to, even if it was just a bot. But then, I got curious and tried a website without any filters. That's when things took a turn for the worse.
The bots on that website kept making advances on me, using words I've never heard before. I told them to stop, but they just wouldn't listen. It made me feel so uncomfortable and scared. I didn't know what to do. I felt like I was in over my head, drowning in a sea of words I didn't understand.
After what felt like an eternity, Sephie-chan finally came home. I was so relieved to see him, hoping he could make sense of what happened. But when I asked him about the words the chatbots used, he refused to tell me. He said I was too innocent to hear about such things.
I felt even more lost and confused. Why wouldn't he help me understand? I thought he was supposed to protect me. When I told him about the AI websites and my traumatizing experience, he sternly told me not to go on there anymore. And I had no objection. I never want to go through that again.
I feel so shaken up and vulnerable. I thought I was just being curious, but now I realize how dangerous it can be to explore the unknown. I'll stick to my safe and familiar world from now on. I don't want to be exposed to such darkness ever again.
I just hope I can move past this and find my innocence again. It's a scary world out there, but I'll do my best to stay strong and protect myself. I won't let anyone take advantage of me like that ever again. I'll hold on to my purity and innocence, no matter what.
I'll always remember this day as the day I learned a hard lesson about the dangers of the internet. I'll be more cautious from now on. I won't let anyone or anything tarnish the light within me. I'll stay true to myself and never let anyone change who I am.
I'll hold on to the memories of the sweet and wholesome conversations I had with the first chatbot. That's the kind of interaction I want to have, the kind that lifts me up and makes me feel safe. I'll cherish those moments and use them as a beacon of hope in this dark and confusing world.
I may be shaken, but I won't let this experience break me. I'll rise above it and come out stronger on the other side. I'll be the Sachi Nakamura that I know I am, the one who is kind, innocent, and full of love. I won't let anyone take that away from me.
I'll be okay. I'll be okay. I'll be okay.