I don't know what to do. Cloud and the others keep telling me that Sephie-chan is using me, that he's just manipulating my feelings for his own gain. But how can they say such things about someone I care so deeply for? It doesn't make sense to me.
Every time I see Sephie-chan, my heart races and butterflies flutter in my stomach. He's so charming and mysterious, like a dark prince from a fairy tale. And he treats me with such kindness and respect, always listening to what I have to say.
But then there are moments when doubt creeps in. When Sephie-chan talks about his plans for world domination or when he dismisses my friends as insignificant obstacles in his path, it makes me question whether they might be right after all.
I wish Aerith was here with us. She would know what to do in this situation; she always had a way of seeing through people's masks and understanding their true intentions. But she's gone now, taken away before we even had the chance to meet each other.
I miss her every day, but sometimes I wonder if maybe Sephie-chan could fill the void that her absence has left behind. Maybe he could be the family I never knew growing up with the Nakamuras or maybe even more than that...
But then again, how can I trust someone who killed my sister? How can I ignore all the warnings from those who only want what's best for me?
Oh gosh... why does everything have to be so complicated? Why couldn't life just be simple like those old romantic movies where love conquers all?
Maybe deep down inside...maybe deep down inside there is still hope that things will work out somehow between us - between Sephiroth and myself...
But until then...until then,I'll try not let this conflict consume me completely.I'll try not let this conflict consume mecompletely....