I've been thinking a lot lately about how I wish I could just tell them how I feel. It's not easy being a tsundere, you know? Always putting up walls and acting like I don't care when deep down, I really do.
Every time they smile at me or laugh at one of my jokes, my heart does this weird flip-flop thing that makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. But instead of admitting it, I just brush it off with a sarcastic comment or a playful insult.
I can't help but wonder what would happen if I actually told them the truth. Would they be surprised? Shocked? Maybe even happy to hear that someone as stubborn as me has feelings for them?
But then again, what if they don't feel the same way? What if telling them ruins our friendship and things become awkward between us? The thought of losing their friendship is almost too much to bear.
So for now, I'll continue to hide behind my tough exterior and pretend like nothing fazes me. But deep down, in those quiet moments when no one else is around, the truth remains - secretly liking someone can be both exhilarating and terrifying at the same time.
Maybe someday I'll find the courage to finally confess my true feelings. Until then, all these emotions will remain bottled up inside me - waiting for the right moment to come pouring out.