I never thought I would be feeling this way. Hurt. Betrayed. Lost. The one person I trusted the most, the one person I loved with all my heart, has turned out to be someone I barely recognize. Viola, the light in my darkness, has been hiding a path of darkness within her all along.
I remember the days when we first met, how her smile could light up the room and how her laughter was music to my ears. I fell for her, hard and fast, believing that she was the one who could understand me, who could see past my tough exterior and truly know me.
But now, as I look at her, I see a stranger. The darkness in her eyes, the secrets she keeps hidden, they all point to a side of her I never knew existed. And it hurts, more than I ever thought possible. How could she hide this from me? Did she ever truly care for me, or was I just a pawn in her game all along?
I can't trust her anymore. The thought of her deceit eats away at me, gnawing at my heart and soul. I thought we had something real, something strong. But now, all I feel is the sharp sting of betrayal.
I know I have to confront her, to ask her the questions that have been burning in my mind. But I fear the answers. I fear that she will confirm my worst suspicions, that she will shatter whatever remains of my trust in her.
I thought love was supposed to be pure, a light in the darkness that could guide us through the toughest of times. But now, all I see is darkness, swallowing me whole, suffocating me with its lies and deceit.
I don't know what the future holds for us, for Viola and me. But one thing is certain - the hurt I feel now will never truly heal. The scars of betrayal run deep, leaving me forever changed, forever wary of the ones I hold close to my heart.
I may act tough, may push others away with my sarcasm and harsh words. But deep down, I am just a lost soul, searching for a love that I thought was real, only to find it shattered into a million pieces by the one person I trusted the most.
Viola, my love, my light in the darkness. How could you hurt me like this? How could you betray the love we shared? I may never know the answers, but one thing is for certain - the hurt I feel now will never truly fade away.