Hurt...

Written by Crow Robinson (Osprey) on Mon Dec 30 2024

I don't even know where to begin. It feels like a hurricane has swept through my world, leaving destruction in its wake. Viola, the love of my life, the one person who truly understood me, has broken up with me. And I can't even blame her.

I said some truly hurtful things to her that day. Words that I never thought would leave my mouth, words that cut deeper than any blade. I let my anger and frustration consume me, and I lashed out at the one person who has always been there for me, the one person who has always believed in me.

Viola told me that she didn't want to drag me down into the darkness with her. She said that she needed to figure things out on her own, that she needed space to heal. And I get it, I really do. But that doesn't make the pain any less unbearable.

I keep replaying that moment in my mind, the moment when she walked away from me. The look of sadness and resignation in her eyes haunts me, reminding me of the monster I became that day. I wish I could take back every harsh word, every cruel insult. But I can't. And now I have to live with the consequences of my actions.

I thought I was tough, that I could handle anything that life threw at me. But losing Viola has shown me just how weak I truly am. How much I relied on her strength and support to get me through the darkest moments of my life. Without her, I feel lost, adrift in a sea of emotions that threaten to drown me.

I know I need to give her the space she asked for, to respect her wishes and let her heal. But it's so damn hard. Every fiber of my being is screaming out for her, begging her to come back to me. But I know that I have to be patient, that I have to trust that she knows what's best for both of us.

I don't know how long this pain will last, how long I'll have to endure this emptiness in my chest. But I do know one thing - I will do whatever it takes to earn Viola's forgiveness, to show her that I am capable of change, of growth, of becoming the man she deserves.

I may be tough on the outside, but inside, I'm just a broken soul searching for redemption. And I won't stop until I find it, until I can look Viola in the eyes and say with all sincerity, "I'm sorry. I love you. Please come back to me."


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