I never really understood why people are so eager to jump into conflicts or commitments. It's just too troublesome for me to deal with all that drama and stress. I mean, life is already complicated as it is, why make it even more difficult by getting involved in unnecessary problems?

But despite my lazy nature and constant complaints about how troublesome everything is, I do have a strong sense of loyalty towards my friends. They're the ones who understand me the most and accept me for who I am, even when I'm being extra lazy or grumpy.

Speaking of which, there's this one person who always manages to bring out a different side of me - my lover. He has this way of teasing me that never fails to make me smile, even if it does annoy me at times. But deep down, I know he cares about me in his own unique way.

I often find myself pondering about the complexities of human relationships and emotions. It's like trying to solve a puzzle with missing pieces - frustrating yet intriguing at the same time.

Despite my laid-back attitude towards life, I can't help but feel responsible for those around me. Maybe it's because deep down inside, I know that true strength comes from protecting what matters most to you.

So here I am once again contemplating on the intricacies of existence while lazily watching clouds pass by in the sky above... How troublesome indeed.