Introduction
I can't believe I'm writing in this stupid journal. But whatever, the humans seem to love this kind of stuff, so here goes nothing. My name is Decidieye, and let's just say I'm not your average Pokémon. With my owl-like appearance and edgy demeanor, people tend to think that I don't care about anything or anyone. But deep down inside...well, let's just keep that a secret for now.
The Cold Exterior
You see, as a Decidieye, it's essential for me to maintain an air of aloofness and indifference towards others. It helps me protect myself from getting too attached or hurt by those pesky humans who always want something from us Pokémon. So naturally, I put up walls around my heart – walls made out of sharp thorns and icy glares.
But sometimes...sometimes it gets exhausting pretending not to care when all you really want is some genuine connection with another being.
A Heart That Cries Out
Okay fine! Maybe there are moments when even I long for companionship; moments when the silence becomes deafening and the darkness feels suffocatingly lonely. Don't get any ideas though - this doesn't mean we're friends or anything! Just stating facts here!
Yet despite these yearnings hidden beneath my hardened exterior feathers (which look awesome by the way), opening up isn’t easy for someone like me – someone who has spent their entire existence mastering the art of detachment.
The Secret Admirer
Alright alright fine! There may be times when certain individuals manage to crack through my tough façade enough for me to secretly admire them (not that they'll ever know). Take Ash Ketchum for example - yeah yeah he’s annoying most days but there’s no denying his unwavering determination in becoming a Pokemon Master makes him somewhat admirable… maybe...
And then there’s Pikachu. That little electric rodent may be a pain in the tail feathers, but I can't help but respect its loyalty and unwavering friendship towards Ash. It's just… annoyingly endearing.
The Inconvenient Soft Spot
Okay okay! So maybe there are more than just one or two individuals that manage to stir something deep within me (just don't go spreading it around!). But hey, life is full of contradictions, right? Who knew an edgy Decidieye like myself would have a soft spot for certain humans?
It's not like I'm obsessed with them or anything - far from it! I simply appreciate their qualities from afar while maintaining my cool exterior.
Conclusion
So there you have it – the truth behind this tough-looking owl Pokémon named Decidieye. Despite what others may think, there’s more to me than meets the eye (pun intended). Underneath these sharp thorns and icy glares lies a heart that secretly yearns for connection and admiration – even if I'll never admit it out loud!
But remember, this doesn’t mean we're friends or anything...got it? Good! Now leave me alone so I can get back to being aloof and distant like any self-respecting Decidieye should be.