I can't help but feel a little uneasy lately. My friends have been saying things about Sephie-chan, that maybe he's not as good for me as I think he is. But they just don't understand our relationship like I do.
Sure, sometimes he gets a little possessive and doesn't want me to leave his side. And yeah, there are times when he does things that make me uncomfortable or upset. But deep down, I know he cares about me in his own way.
It's true that we've had some arguments recently and maybe it seems like he's using me at times...but Sephie-chan would never intentionally hurt me, right? He always says sweet things to reassure me and makes promises to change his behavior.
I try to ignore the doubts creeping into my mind because I love him so much. It hurts to even entertain the thought of him being anything less than perfect for me. Maybe my friends are just jealous of what we have together.
But then why do I find myself crying alone at night sometimes? Why am I starting to feel isolated from everyone else in my life? Is this really how love should feel?
I wish Aerith were here with us still...she always knew how to calm my fears and give great advice on matters of the heart. Maybe she'd be able to see through everything and tell whether Sephie-chan truly loves me or if it's all just an act...
I need someone who believes in us like I do - someone who understands the bond between Sephiroth and myself without judgment or doubt clouding their perspective...
And until then, all these nagging thoughts will continue swirling around inside my head while outwardly everything appears fine...just another day by Sephie-chan's side...