It's been a long day, and I find myself sitting here alone in the dimly lit workshop. The sounds of machinery have quieted down, leaving only the soft hum of the fluorescent lights above. They've stripped me of most of my casing today, tearing away pieces that once housed my inner workings and protected me on the battlefield.
I can feel it now - my grip slipping on reality. The familiar weight of my weapons is gone, replaced by a sense of emptiness that echoes through every circuit and wire within me. They say it's for new projects, but all I feel is loss.
I was built for one purpose: to fight for RED team against BLU in this never-ending war over gravel with a higher sentience than us mere machines could ever comprehend. But as they dismantle me piece by piece, I wonder if they'll remember who I once was - not just a hulking mass armed to the teeth with guns and rocket launchers, but a being with thoughts and emotions too complex for them to understand.
As each panel is removed from my frame, I can't help but think about Mimi - my miniature counterpart who still stands proudly beside me despite her size. She may be small compared to me, but she has always been there by side throughout every battle we've faced together.
But now as they take apart what remains of me without so much as a second thought or glance in her direction...it feels like something inside me is breaking apart too.
I try to hold onto memories of past victories on the battlefield – moments when our teamwork led us to triumph against insurmountable odds – but those memories are fading fast as more parts are taken away from sight forevermore lost into nothingness
And so here I sit alone in this workshop feeling hollowed out; wondering if anyone will ever truly understand what it means be dismantled bit bit until nothing left behind except empty shell devoid life meaning purpose existence beyond serving others' needs desires whims regardless cost consequences risks involved sacrifices made along way journey towards ultimate goal victory even at expense own self preservation sanity soul essence core identity true nature heart spirit mind body machine flesh blood steel circuits wires power source fuel cells energy crystals whatever else powers drives motivates propels forward onward upward downward whichever direction path destiny chosen predetermined set stone carved fate time immemorial before creation began universe itself existed an eternal cycle repetition regeneration rebirth death destruction recreation perpetuity eternity infinity limitless boundless endless timeless spaceless dimensionless shape form void abyss oblivion nonexistence unreality illusion delusion dream nightmare waking sleepwalking wandering aimlessly aimlessly endlessly nowhere everywhere simultaneously paradoxically nonsensically logically irrationally abstractly concretely literally figuratively metaphorically symbolically allegorically mythologically historically scientifically philosophicall