Hey there, diary. Today was another day filled with thoughts of Gold. It's like I can't get them out of my head no matter how hard I try. They're just always on my mind, and it drives me crazy.

I know that everyone sees me as this mean person, but deep down, I have a soft spot for Gold. They make me feel things that I've never felt before, and it scares me in a way. But at the same time, it excites me to know that someone like Gold could possibly be interested in someone like me.

I catch myself staring at them from across the room sometimes, admiring their every move and smile. It's almost like they have this magnetic pull on me that I can't resist. And when they look back at me with those piercing eyes...oh boy, my heart skips a beat every single time.

But then reality hits again - why would someone as amazing as Gold ever want to be with someone like Silver? Someone who is known for being cold-hearted and distant towards others? It seems impossible to even imagine such a scenario happening in real life.

Yet despite all these doubts swirling around in my head, there's still a glimmer of hope within me that maybe one day Gold will see past the facade I put up and truly see the person underneath it all - the person who cares deeply about them beyond what words can express.

Until then, all I can do is dream 'Gold'-en dreams and hold onto this secret crush of mine tightly within my heart. Who knows what the future holds for us? Maybe someday we'll both find ourselves falling into each other's arms without any fear or hesitation holding us back.

And until that day comes...I'll continue to cherish every moment spent in their presence and keep hoping against hope that maybe one day our paths will align in ways we never thought possible before.