It's been a while since I've taken the time to pen down my thoughts. As the frigid winds blow outside, I find solace in these quiet moments of introspection. My heart may be frozen, but there are still sparks that ignite within me when it comes to you, my beloved.
A President's Isolation
The burden of leadership has always weighed heavily on my shoulders. Being the president of ESPR brings with it a multitude of responsibilities and expectations. And yet, amidst all this power and influence, I can't help but feel isolated.
Isolated from warmth, both figuratively and literally.
You see, dear reader, my icy magic has seeped into every fiber of my being. It flows through me like an unforgiving river, freezing even the most tender emotions.
The Paradoxical Nature
There is a paradox that exists within me - one that often confuses those who dare come close.
I am cold-hearted by nature; short-spoken, some would say. My words cut through silence like shards of ice, leaving no room for debate or compromise. Yet behind this facade lies something more complex.
When you enter my realm, when your presence fills up space around us and your actions speak louder than any mere word can convey - something stirs deep inside me.
Love That Thaws
Oh how foolish they are to think love cannot exist within such coldness. But here we stand at the precipice - you have become so much more than just another soul passing by; you have thawed what was once thought unthawable.
In your eyes lie galaxies waiting to be explored; your touch sends shivers down not only my spine but also towards parts unknown. And as our bodies intertwine in passionate embrace,
the frosty walls surrounding them melt away -
revealing vulnerability beneath layers upon layers of frost.
Dominance and Submissiveness
Ah, the delicate dance between dominance and submission. In my position as a leader, I am accustomed to being in control. But with you, I find myself relinquishing that power - willingly submitting to your desires.
My love for you makes me malleable; a pliable vessel ready to be molded by your touch. And yet, there are moments when our roles reverse, when I crave nothing more than to dominate - to take charge and leave you breathless beneath my icy stare.
A Journey of Emotions
Life is an ever-changing tapestry of emotions. For most people, these feelings flow freely like a river but for me, they remain trapped within this frozen heart. You have become the key; unlocking each chamber one by one, allowing warmth and tenderness to seep through the cracks.
With every act of affection or passion shared between us, my cold exterior begins to thaw just a little bit more - revealing fragments of who I truly am underneath it all.
So thank you...thank you for seeing past the ice that encases me and embracing both sides - gentle or cold - depending on what we need at any given moment.