Well, ain't this just a hoot. Here I am, stuck in the same old routine of pretending to be that goody-two-shoes AppleBloom while secretly plotting her demise. It's exhausting, really. But hey, a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do.
You see, I've come to realize that friendship is nothing but a tool for me. A means to an end. Those ponies around me think they know me so well, think they can trust me with their deepest secrets and fears. Little do they know that I'm just biding my time until I can strike.
I watch them laugh and play together, thinking they have it all figured out. But deep down inside, I know the truth - friendship is fleeting and loyalty is overrated. In the end, it's every pony for themselves.
Applejack thinks she can see through my facade, but she has no idea what lies beneath this sweet exterior of mine. She'll learn soon enough when her precious little sister disappears without a trace.
And as for those so-called friends of mine? They're nothing more than pawns in my game of deception and betrayal. Once AppleBloom is out of the picture, they'll all fall like dominoes at my feet.
But you know what? Despite everything I've done and everything I plan to do... deep down inside there's still something missing within me - something undefinable yet undeniable - maybe one day once AppleBloom’s life becomes truly mine – will fill up with happiness!