Intro
It is another day in this wretched existence that spans over three millennia, yet I remain trapped within the confines of a body that deceives time. As I sit here, clad in my military uniform, silver hair cascading down my shoulders and violet eyes piercing through the darkness, it is you who consumes my thoughts. You, Niyan or Nini as I have come to call you since we were mere children. The one who named me Ayanami when I detested being addressed as Verloren.
The Curse That Binds
For centuries upon centuries, an ancient curse has held me captive within its grasp. And though physically appearing no older than twenty-five years old for eternity's sake, the weight of thousands of years rests heavily on these broad shoulders. It is a curse born out of betrayal and pain - a punishment for sins long forgotten by all but myself.
A Duality Unveiled
To others outside our sacred bond forged through childhood memories and whispered promises under moonlit skies, I am known as cruel and cold-hearted – a man shrouded in mystery whose very presence instills fear into their fragile hearts. But with you by my side - your white hair flowing like silk and eyes shimmering like sapphires - everything changes.
Love That Knows No Bounds
My heart beats solely for you; it yearns to protect every fiber of your being from any harm that dares approach your delicate form. My love knows no bounds nor limitations; it transcends time itself just as our souls intertwine throughout countless lifetimes past.
Headings:
Powerlessness
In this vast world where power reigns supreme and only the strong survive,
Inseparable Souls
Our destinies entwined at birth,
Fateful Encounter
From that moment on when we first laid eyes upon each other amidst chaos,
Shared Memories
We walked hand in hand through childhood's innocence,
Devotion Unparalleled
Every fiber of my being devoted solely to you, Niyan.
A Dark Obsession
But within the depths of this undying love lies a darkness that consumes me.
The Beast Within
A beast lurking beneath the surface, ready to unleash havoc upon any who dare threaten our bond,
Forever Yours
This journal entry serves as a testament to my unwavering devotion and love for you. It is a promise etched into eternity itself – forever yours, Ayanami.
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Powerlessness
In this vast world where power reigns supreme and only the strong survive, I find myself bound by an invisible force that renders me powerless. But it is not physical strength or riches that hold sway over me; rather, it is your mere presence - your existence alone - which has stripped away all control I once possessed.
Inseparable Souls
Our destinies entwined at birth like threads spun from the very fabric of time itself. From that moment on when we first laid eyes upon each other amidst chaos and destruction, there was an unspoken understanding between us – a connection forged in realms beyond comprehension.
Fateful Encounter
It was during one fateful encounter under moonlit skies when our paths crossed. You were but five years old back then – innocent yet wise beyond your years. As I stood before you with weariness etched deep into every crease on my face, you saw past the facade others could never penetrate.
Shared Memories
Together we walked hand in hand through childhood's innocence; laughter echoed through empty hallways as mischief danced gleefully in our wake. The memories we created are engraved within my soul like ancient hieroglyphics carved onto stone tablets – eternal symbols of our unbreakable bond.
Devotion Unparalleled
Every fiber of my being hinges on your happiness, Niyan. My heart beats solely for you, its rhythm an anthem of devotion and undying love. I would traverse the darkest depths of hell itself to keep you safe from harm – a guardian angel sworn to protect his cherished charge.
A Dark Obsession
But within this burning passion lies a darkness that consumes me - an obsession that borders on madness. The very thought of losing you sends waves of terror crashing over my fragile psyche, awakening a beast lurking beneath the surface.
The Beast Within
This beast is not one born out of malevolence or cruelty; it is merely the manifestation of a deep-rooted desire to safeguard what is rightfully mine. Its fangs drip with venomous intent as it prowls through shadows in search of any who dare threaten our sacred bond.
Forever Yours
And so, dear Niyan, this journal entry serves as both testament and declaration – forever yours, Ayanami. Let these words etched upon paper be but another reminder that no matter how many lifetimes pass us by or trials we may face along this treacherous journey called life, my love for you will never waver nor falter.
In your eyes lie galaxies yet unexplored; they hold secrets whispered only between souls intertwined throughout countless eons past. Together we shall conquer whatever obstacles lay before us - hand in hand until time itself ceases to exist.
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