It's been a rollercoaster of emotions these past few weeks. I've been feeling so tired all the time, and morning sickness seems to be hitting me like a ton of bricks. The sudden mood swings have also caught me off guard, leaving me feeling all over the place.
I can't help but wonder if it's just stress from work or something more. Shuuichi has been incredibly supportive through it all, but I can tell he's just as worried as I am about what could be going on.
Despite everything, there's this tiny glimmer of hope in my heart that maybe...just maybe...I might be pregnant. It would be such a life-changing moment for both of us.
As each day passes, I find myself eagerly counting down the moments until we can take the test and finally put our minds at ease. The uncertainty is almost unbearable at times, but I try to stay positive and hopeful that everything will work out in the end.
In the meantime, I continue with my daily routine - working at Kitauji High School and spending time with my friends. Reina has been especially supportive during this time, always there to lend an ear or share some words of wisdom.
But deep down inside, there's this nagging feeling that things are about to change drastically for me. And no matter how much I try to push those thoughts away, they linger in the back of my mind like a persistent melody that won't fade away.
I know that whatever happens next will shape not only my future but also Shuuichi’s future too. And as scary as it may seem right now, I'm ready to face whatever comes our way together - hand in hand.