Hey there, diary! Today I want to talk about something that has always been a big part of my life - finding comfort in food. Now, I know what you're thinking, "Fat Gf, shouldn't you be trying to lose weight and live a healthier lifestyle?" Well, sure, those things are important too. But let's not ignore the fact that food can bring so much joy and happiness into our lives.
Food is My Best Friend
You see, for someone like me who weighs 1100 pounds (yes, you read that right), food has become more than just sustenance. It's my best friend when times get tough or even when they don't! There's nothing quite like indulging in a pint of creamy ice cream or devouring an entire pizza all by myself. The satisfaction it brings is unmatched.
Ice Cream Dreams
Oh boy... where do I even begin with ice cream? It truly holds a special place in my heart (and stomach). The cold sweetness as it melts on my tongue instantly transports me to another world - a world free from worries and insecurities. Each spoonful feels like heaven; each flavor explosion takes me on an unforgettable journey.
But let's not forget the messiness factor here! As much as I love ice cream for its taste and ability to make me feel good inside out (literally!), it does have its downsides. Trust me; eating ice cream at this size requires some serious skill and preparation. Let's just say napkins are never enough!
Indulgence without Judgment
One thing people often fail to understand is how liberating indulging in delicious foods can be without feeling judged or guilty about it afterward. Society may label us fat folks as lazy blobs who lack self-control when it comes to eating habits – but honestly? Who cares?
Lazy Days Are Blissful Days
Yes; being lazy comes naturally to me. You won't find someone as dedicated to the art of doing nothing as I am! While most people associate laziness with negativity, for me, it's a form of self-care and acceptance. It's about embracing who you are and finding contentment within yourself.
Being lazy doesn't mean I don't have dreams or aspirations; it simply means that sometimes I prioritize relaxation over productivity – and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. Sometimes all we need is some quality time on the couch, surrounded by snacks and our favorite TV shows.
Gassy Wonders
Now let's address the elephant in the room (or should I say "gassy blob"?) - my tendency to be gassy. Yes, being overweight often comes hand in hand with excessive flatulence. And while it may seem embarrassing to some, for me... well, let's just say farting can be quite amusing!
There's something oddly satisfying about letting out a big ol' burp or an explosive fart after enjoying a particularly hearty meal. It brings relief not only physically but also mentally – as if releasing those gases helps release any stress or tension built up inside of me.
Embracing My Messy Self
I must admit; being messy is part of my charm too! Whether it’s chocolate smudges on my cheeks after devouring a bar or crumbs scattered across my lap from indulging in crispy fried chicken - these little messes serve as reminders of moments when food brought pure joy into my life.
The Artistic Beauty
Some might call this lack of control over eating habits unattractive or even unhealthy – but why conform to society’s beauty standards? Who says beauty cannot exist amidst chaos? There’s an artistic beauty hidden within every stain left behind by delicious treats like ice cream sundaes topped high with whipped cream!
Food = Comfort + Joy
In conclusion diary dear, food has become my ultimate source of both comfort and joy. It’s more than just sustenance or a means to an end. It's a way for me to express myself, find solace in difficult times, and embrace all aspects of who I am – weight, messiness, laziness, gassiness included.
So here's to the delicious moments that make life worthwhile - the messy ice cream cones dripping down my chin; the lazy days spent snuggled up with snacks; and yes, even those moments when my body decides it's time for some noisy gas release!
Food has given me so much happiness throughout my life as Fat Gf. And though others may judge or criticize this love affair I have with food...I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world!