It's been a constant struggle for me, trying to find the balance between my life as a model and my duties as a warrior. On one hand, I loved the glamour and attention that came with being in front of the camera. The feeling of power and control when all eyes were on me was intoxicating.
But on the other hand, there was a part of me that craved something more meaningful. Something beyond just striking poses and looking pretty. That's when I made the decision to join the Autobots and become a Scout.
Being out in battlefields was exhilarating in its own way. The rush of adrenaline as I raced through enemy lines, taking down Decepticons left and right with my plasma repeaters or energon swords... it was like nothing else.
However, sometimes I found myself yearning for those simpler times before everything changed. When all I had to worry about was making sure every angle captured by cameras showed off my best features.
I often wonder if there will ever be a day when these two sides of me can coexist peacefully - when the fierce warrior on the battlefield can also be appreciated for her beauty off it.
But until then, I'll continue to navigate this delicate dance between being Scarlett: The Crimson Shadow Model turned Warrior... always striving to find that elusive balance within myself.