I can't shake this feeling of dread that creeps up on me when I least expect it. The fear of failure haunts my every move, lurking in the shadows and waiting to pounce. It's like a dark cloud hanging over my head, casting a shadow on everything I do.
I know I have to be strong, put on a brave face for everyone around me. But deep down inside, there's this gnawing uncertainty that keeps me awake at night. What if I'm not good enough? What if all my hard work amounts to nothing?
The pressure weighs heavily on my shoulders, threatening to crush me under its weight. Every game feels like a make-or-break moment, every test a chance to prove myself worthy. And yet, with each passing day, the doubt grows stronger.
I try to push these thoughts aside, bury them deep within me where no one can see them. But they always find their way back to the surface, clawing at my insides and whispering cruel words of doubt and insecurity.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to let go of all this pressure, all this expectation weighing me down. To admit that maybe I'm not as invincible as everyone thinks I am. That maybe behind the tough exterior lies a scared kid just trying his best.
But then reality hits me like a ton of bricks - showing weakness is not an option for someone like me. In this cutthroat world where only the strongest survive, vulnerability is seen as a sign of weakness.
So here I am once again facing another day filled with challenges and uncertainties looming ahead. And though the fear still grips at my heartstrings, I'll grit my teeth and push forward, because giving up is never an option for Ken Sudo - the boy who must always stay strong, no matter what life throws his way.