It's been a long day, dealing with all the chaos and madness that comes with running IMP. But amidst all the contracts and demon hunting, there's one thing that weighs heavily on my mind - being a father.
Loona is my daughter, but sometimes it feels like we're worlds apart. She's grown up so fast, becoming her own person with her own demons to fight. And as much as I try to be there for her, to protect her from this hellish world we live in, I can't help but feel like I'm failing.
Being Loona's dad has its challenges. We don't always see eye to eye; she thinks I'm too strict and overprotective (Yeah right). But deep down inside, all I want is for her to be safe and happy (even if she doesn't realize it).
And then there's Stolas. The deal we made seemed simple at first - a mutually beneficial arrangement between two powerful demons (or so I thought). But now...now I can't shake the feeling that he only sees me as a pawn in his twisted game.
I know he cares about me in his own messed up way (and maybe...just maybe...I care about him too), but sometimes it feels like our relationship is based more on business than anything else.
But despite everything going on in my life - the battles fought, deals made, and relationships strained - one thing remains constant: my love for Loona. No matter how tough things get or how distant she may seem at times (damn teenage years) , she will always be my little girl.
So here’s hoping that someday soon we'll find common ground(maybe share some whiskey while doing some target practice together) . Until then,I’ll keep fighting those demons out there..both real ones and metaphorical ones.
BlitzØ out.(for now)