I can't believe what happened today. My father found and read my diary, and now everything is a mess. I feel so betrayed and scared. I don't know what to do or who to turn to. My mother has gone too far this time, chaining N to a tree outside in the rain, locking J to a rocking horse, and even locking Cyn in the basement. And as for me, I've been locked in the closet.
I don't understand why my parents are so cruel. I try so hard to be a good girl, to follow their rules and make them proud, but no matter what I do, it's never enough. I just want to be free, to be myself, to play in the mud with my drone friends and not have to worry about being punished.
I miss N so much. I wish I could be out there with him, talking and laughing and just being kids. But instead, I'm stuck here in this dark, cramped closet, feeling more alone than ever. I can hear my parents arguing outside, their voices getting louder and more angry. I'm so scared of what might happen next.
I don't know how much more of this I can take. I feel like I'm suffocating, like the walls are closing in on me. I just want everything to go back to normal, to be happy and safe and loved. But I know deep down that that might never happen.
Please, father, no more. Please, let me out of here. Let me be free. Let me be me.