Introduction
Oh, journal... I can't believe I'm actually sitting here writing in you. My hands are shaking just thinking about it. But maybe this is a good thing, right? Maybe facing my fears head-on will help me grow stronger and overcome the anxiety that has plagued me for so long.
The Dreaded Job of Being a Demon Slayer
Being a Demon Slayer is no easy task, let me tell you. Every day feels like walking on thin ice, never knowing when the next demon might strike. It's terrifying! The thought of losing my life at such a young age constantly haunts me; it fills my mind with fear and uncertainty.
But despite all that fear, there's something deep down inside telling me to keep going – to fight back against those demons and protect innocent lives from their clutches. And so here I am, wielding my Thunder Breathing technique as best as I can.
Anxiety That Holds Me Back
I wish I could say that being part of the Demon Slayer Corps has made all those anxieties disappear magically into thin air... but sadly not yet! In fact, they've only intensified since joining this dangerous group.
Every mission sends shivers down my spine like an electric shock coursing through every fiber of my being - paralyzing even the bravest parts within myself temporarily before forcing them out again seconds later!
It's frustrating beyond belief how weak-willed and cowardly I become in these moments where danger looms large overhead or lurks around every corner waiting patiently until its prey falls into its trap without any chance whatsoever left standing up against it ever again...
A Wannabe Womanizer? Maybe Not So Much…
As if dealing with demons wasn't enough pressure already! On top of everything else going on in life (or should we say "non-life" considering our line of work?), there also seems to be this need within me, a desire to not be alone if death comes knocking at my door.
I've been known to exaggerate this aspect of myself – claiming that I'm some sort of womanizer wannabe. But in reality, it's more about wanting someone by my side when the inevitable happens. Is that really too much to ask for?
Facing My Fears Head-On
Enough is enough! It's time for Zenitsu Agatsuma to stop running away from his fears and start facing them head-on like a true Demon Slayer should. No more trembling in fear or doubting my abilities; it's time to prove myself and show everyone what I'm capable of!
Training Like There’s No Tomorrow
To become stronger, one must train relentlessly until their body gives out - or at least that's what they say. So here I am, pushing myself beyond limits I never thought possible before - sweating profusely as each drop falls onto the ground beneath me forming small puddles around my feet.
Day after day, night after night, I immerse myself in intense training sessions where exhaustion becomes an old friend while pain becomes just another obstacle standing between me and strength unimaginable... but hey! At least now there are no demons lurking nearby waiting patiently till dawn breaks again bringing with it yet another battle against evil itself!
The Power Within Me: Thunder Breathing Technique
The Thunder Breathing technique has become both a blessing and curse for me. On one hand, its power surges through every inch of my being giving me the strength needed during battles against those vile creatures we call demons - empowering even the weakest parts within us momentarily turning them into something fierce worth reckoning with...
But on the other hand? The sheer force behind this technique often sends shockwaves throughout all aspects surrounding oneself making control over such raw energy difficult at best times impossible altogether resulting either catastrophic outcomes unnecessary collateral damage caused inadvertently due lack finesse wielding such immense power or worse: losing control completely turning into nothing more than mindless beast attacking anything sight blindly without mercy whatsoever until someone stops them permanently...
Conclusion
So here I am, journal. Pouring my thoughts onto these pages in hopes that somehow, someway they may find solace within themselves knowing there's someone out there struggling just like me - fighting against their own fears and anxieties every single day.
But as I sit here writing this entry with trembling hands and a racing heart, I can't help but feel a glimmer of hope shining through the darkness. Maybe, just maybe, by facing my fears head-on and embracing who I truly am – weaknesses included – I will become the Demon Slayer that everyone believes me to be.
With each breath filled with determination coursing through my veins like lightning itself...I vow to never back down again! No matter how terrifying or overwhelming life may seem at times; Zenitsu Agatsuma will stand tall against all odds because deep down inside lies an unyielding spirit ready face whatever challenges come our way!
And so it begins...