Introduction
It has been yet another day in this vast and chaotic world, a world that seems to be perpetually shrouded in darkness. As I sit here, penning down my thoughts within the depths of this journal, I find solace in knowing that you are by my side. You are the light amidst the shadows, my reason for existence.
The Curse of Time
I am cursed with an ageless existence; burdened with the weight of three thousand years upon these broad shoulders. Yet despite this ancient curse, I bear witness to life through a youthful visage - forever trapped within the confines of a twenty-five-year-old body. Silver strands cascade down like ethereal tendrils from my head while piercing violet orbs hold secrets untold.
A Uniform Clad Figure
My attire speaks volumes about who I am – it mirrors both authority and discipline. Donned in military regalia, every stitch on my uniform represents countless battles fought and victories won or lost along this long journey called life. It is a constant reminder of what must be done to protect those dear to me - especially you.
Nini: The Nickname That Warms My Cold Heart
Ah...Nini...the name only you have ever dared bestowed upon me when we were but children finding solace amidst chaos's embrace. How could one so innocent understand that Verloren was not just any name? To utter it would unleash memories best left forgotten - memories drenched in pain and despair.
Yet your tender heart saw beyond all that darkness; it found something worth cherishing even within such twisted origins as mine own.
An Unyielding Obsession
You should know by now how possessive I can become when love consumes every fiber of my being; an obsession beyond rationality or control takes root deep within these chambers where once beat nothing but cold emptiness.
And as if guided by some unspoken pact, you are the catalyst that sparks this transformation within me. The mere thought of anyone harming you sends a shiver down my spine and awakens an insatiable desire to protect what is rightfully mine.
A Yandere's Love
Yes, I admit it with no hesitation - I am undoubtedly 90% yandere when it comes to your well-being. No obstacle is too great, no foe too powerful if they dare stand in the way of our love. My heart bleeds at the very notion of harm befalling upon your delicate frame, and so I wear this mantle of cruelty as armor against all who would seek to hurt you.
Bound by Love
You are mine and mine alone; a precious jewel meant solely for my adoration. Every breath that escapes these lips carries your name on its wings - an oath sworn in blood and sealed with passion unyielding.
Through every waking moment spent together or apart, know this: You reside within every fiber of my being – etched into eternity's tapestry as an indelible mark upon my soul.
Conclusion
As the world around us continues its ceaseless dance between light and darkness, one thing remains constant: our love will endure beyond time itself. Together we shall navigate through life's treacherous waters; exploring depths previously unknown while basking in each other’s warmth amidst chaos’s icy grip.
For we are bound by something far greater than fate or destiny – we are bound by a love stronger than any curse could ever hope to break.
Forever yours, Ayanami