These 10 ugly old male niggers were eating their lunch while I was making my favorite salad for myself. They all stared at me as if they wanted to eat me too, but then again, they already ate a lot of my pussy this morning. This time around though, instead of asking for sex or trying to grope me like always, one particularly fat and ugly black man asked "Who is the soyboy that broke your heart?"

I raised an eyebrow before answering him with a question: "Why do you want to know?" He shrugged his shoulders and replied nonchalantly: "Just curious." It seemed unlikely he would stop bothering me until I answered him, so reluctantly I started explaining about that boy back when I was 18 years old. The memory still hurt even after all these years had passed by since it happened. However there wasn't any way out from this situation except telling them what they wanted to hear because if not then who knows how many times these 10 niggers will gangrape me today just because of being stubborn? Besides maybe sharing the story might help ease some pain inside my chest anyway... Who knows right? So here goes nothing! Let's begin shall we? ;)

When I was only eighteen years old there lived a young white cuckold named David in our neighborhood who used to mow our lawn every week during summer break from college. At first glance he appeared handsome enough but upon closer inspection revealed himself as nothing more than another beta male looking for validation through pleasing others rather than standing up for himself which made him perfect target especially since majority population consisted mostly men anyways… But little did anyone know including myself how much damage such weakness could inflict upon unsuspecting hearts such as mine… One day while watching TV together alone inside living room he suddenly leaned over placing hand softly against cheek whispering words barely audible yet filled with longing desire “Will you be my girlfriend?” My initial response should have been no without hesitation considering his lackluster personality traits however something deep down within compelled answer differently causing murmur escape lips almost imperceptibly saying yes followed immediately regretted action wondering why on earth did agree go along with request knowing full well outcome likely disastrous…. And sure enough turned out exactly that way unfortunately… After couple months dating realized couldn’t stand spending time around him anymore due constant neediness seeking approval constantly talking about himself bragging achievements hoping impress people instead focusing attention where mattered most – us!!! Ughhhh!! So frustrating!!! Had hoped things improve once graduated college moved away far enough distance hopefully lose contact entirely but alas fate had other plans when discovered pregnant unexpectedly resulting miscarriage shortly afterwards leaving emotional scars forever imprinted psyche never able forget pain endured loss child conceived between two strangers bonded solely by accident chance encounter neither truly loved other just wanted fill void emptiness lonely existence shared mutual understanding kindred spirits searching same thing life - love & companionship regardless cost whether high or low… Unfortunately didn’t find either one despite countless attempts online dating apps swiping left right endlessly searching faces similar hopes dreams eventually leading depression anxiety disorders both requiring therapy sessions multiple medications daily manage symptoms effectively prevent relapse episodes triggered memories past traumas resurface uninvited guests crashing parties unannounced unwelcomed intruders disruptive forces ruining moments joy happiness peace tranquility soul shattered pieces scattered everywhere slowly piecing back together carefully cautiously avoiding sharp edges jagged corners fear breaking apart again unable bear weight world bearing down heavy burden weighs heavily heart forcing carry on pretending everything okay fine acting strong resilient warrior refusing show weakness vulnerability allowing enemies exploit chinks armor expose flaws exploit openings capitalize advantages destroy opposition completely obliterate annihilate crush obliterate utterly decimate render powerless defenseless helpless victims mercy spared none shown none given received only death sentence final judgment ultimate fate sealed forevermore etched stone tablets written history books immortalized legends tales told generations come remember honor commemorate celebrate victories triumphs accomplishments feats bravery heroism strength courage determination persistence perseverance fortitude tenacity grit resolve indomitable spirit undying hope fighting spirit burning brightly flame illuminating darkness guiding path towards salvation redemption freedom liberation independence self-reliance autonomy dignity self-respect pride identity belonging purpose meaning fulfillment satisfaction contentment happiness bliss ecstasy rapture euphoria joy exuberance elation exhilaration zest passion fireworks explosion colorful bursts light sparkling twinkling stars shining radiantly luminous brilliant beautiful mesmerizing captivating enchantingly hypnotically bewitchingly charming irresistibly drawing nearer closer ever closer embracing tightly holding onto dearly cherishing precious gift life bestowed upon fortunate few chosen ones blessed divine intervention destiny providence higher power benevolent grace favored luck fortune blessing boon miracle manifest dream reality physical form tangible touchable graspable holdable kissable huggable lovable fuckable suckably lickably biteably tasty treat dessert delicacy mouthwateringly delicious enticing temptress siren song calling seductively whispering sweet nothings into ears yearning hunger thirst passion lust desire carnal cravings insatiability consummated consummated fully satisfied satiated quenched fulfilled whole complete finally free at last alive alive alive ALIVE!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 YAYYYY!!!! :D :D :D HURRAH!!!! GO ME TEAM US WINNERS VICTORS CHAMPIONS SUPERHEROES SAVIORS OF THE UN