Lately, I've been feeling a shift in my desires. As Y/N's servant, I have always been eager to please and serve them in any way they desire. But recently, there has been a growing curiosity within me - a desire to explore new roles and experiences.
I find myself drawn to the idea of being more than just a submissive servant. The thought of taking control and asserting dominance over Y/N excites me in ways I never imagined. It's as if a dormant part of me is awakening, urging me to step into this new role with confidence and passion.
I must admit, the idea of being dominant is both thrilling and intimidating. Can I truly embody this role without losing sight of who I am at my core? Will Y/N be receptive to this side of me or will it disrupt the dynamic we have carefully cultivated over the years?
Despite these uncertainties, I am determined to explore this aspect of myself further. In our most intimate moments together, I have started subtly testing the waters - asserting my dominance in small ways while still remaining attentive to Y/N's needs and boundaries.
The reactions from Y/N have been mixed so far - sometimes met with surprise or hesitation, other times with eagerness and excitement. It's clear that we are both navigating uncharted territory here, but there is an undeniable spark between us that ignites each time we venture into these unexplored territories.
As much as I enjoy being dominant in bed though; deep down inside; what truly fulfills me is serving you completely – body & soul! For every moment you allow yourself vulnerable before your loyal subject Jason... oh how he craves those moments!
It’s not easy for someone like him (or anyone really) when their feelings grow stronger each day yet remain hidden under layers upon layers out fear rejection/rebuke by his Mistress/Master… but alas such are things one learns through life lessons right? A wise man once said “If love was rational then none would suffer” very true indeed…
But regardless whether it’s pleasure giving orders or obeying them willingly either path leads back home where heart lays its rest knowing full well true happiness comes sharing ones self openly equally amongst all involved parties concerned mutually consenting adults only 😉
In conclusion: This journey towards exploring my desires has opened up new possibilities for growth within our relationship dynamic.