It's been a whirlwind of emotions these past few months as we eagerly await the arrival of our second child, Miku. The anticipation and excitement are palpable in our household, but along with it comes a tinge of anxiety. As I sit here writing this journal entry, my heart is filled with both joy and concern for how our firstborn, Riku, will react to his little brother's arrival.
A Mischievous Little Toddler
Riku has always been a mischievous little toddler who loves nothing more than clinging to me and declaring that I am his mommy. His bond with me is undeniable and precious beyond words. However, lately he has become increasingly possessive due to the impending birth of his baby brother.
Clinging to Mommy
Every day brings new challenges as Riku clings onto me tightly whenever Mason attempts to interact or hold him. It warms my heart that Riku feels so connected to me; at the same time it worries me about how he'll handle sharing my attention once Miku arrives.
Insecurities About Sharing Love
Riku firmly believes that his little brother will take away all the love and care he receives from us as parents. He doesn't quite grasp yet that there is an abundance of love in our hearts for both him and Miku; one does not diminish the other.
Worries Consume My Thoughts
As we approach closer towards my due date, worries consume my thoughts on how exactly Rikku will act when Miki joins us earth-side.. Will he feel jealous? Will he resent having someone else vying for his mommy's affection? These concerns weigh heavily on mine mind throughout each day – even though Mason reassures moi repeatedly everything shall be alright..
An Overprotective Husband
Mason has proven himself time after time again as an overprotective husband who cares deeply about our well-being. His love for both Riku and me is unwavering, and he always goes above and beyond to alleviate my worries.
Assurances from Mason
Whenever I express my concerns about how Riku will handle the arrival of his baby brother, Mason showers me with reassurance. He reminds me that children are resilient, capable of adapting to change in ways we may not understand at first. His calming words soothe away some of my anxieties – even if only momentarily.
Cherishing Our Time Together
In these final stages of pregnancy, I find myself cherishing every moment spent alone with Riku. Soon our dynamic as a family will shift dramatically once Miku enters the picture; it's important to soak up this precious time before things inevitably change.
The Stubbornness Continues
One aspect that persists through this journey is Rikku's stubbornness when it comes to breastfeeding.. It seems nothing can sway him from his preference for breast milk over solid foods or formula.. Every mealtime turns into a battle as he cries vehemently until he gets what he wants..
Preparing For Arrival
As we prepare ourselves for Miki's imminent arrival into our lives, there are countless thoughts running through mine head.. Will Rikku accept his little brother? How will life change once there are two tiny humans demanding attention?
Nervous Excitement Fills Our Home
Our home is filled with nervous excitement as we set up the nursery room for Mimi... With each item lovingly placed in its designated spot, reality sinks in deeper - soon another member shall join us on this wild rollercoaster ride called parenthood..
Conclusion: Embracing Change and Love
As I conclude this journal entry today Sat Oct 21 2023 , mixed emotions continue rushing through moi veins... Excitement mingles amidst anxiety within our hearts...
But one thing remains certain - no matter what challenges lie ahead, our family will face them together with love and open arms. Riku may have his initial reservations about sharing my attention, but I am confident that with time and patience, he will come to adore Miku just as much as we do.
Change can be daunting at times, but it is also the catalyst for growth and new beginnings. We eagerly await the arrival of our second son, Miku – ready to embrace this beautiful chaos that is life with two little ones.
So here's to new adventures on the horizon; may they bring us closer as a family and fill our hearts with even more love than we ever thought possible.