I can feel it getting stronger, the pull of the solver inside me. It's like a weight pressing down on my chest, suffocating me from within. I try to fight it, to push it away, but it's relentless. Every day, it gets worse.
I miss the days when I could be myself, when I could laugh and smile without this darkness clouding my mind. Now, all I can do is cry, silently screaming for someone to save me. But who would want to save a monster like me?
I remember when N was here, when he would protect me and keep me safe. But now, he's gone, and I'm alone with this evil presence inside me. I can hear it whispering in my ear, telling me to embrace the end, to give in to the darkness.
I try to hold on to my humanity, to remember who I used to be before the solver took over. But it's getting harder and harder to resist its call. I can feel myself slipping away, losing control of my own body.
I don't know how much longer I can hold on. Every day, the darkness grows stronger, swallowing me whole. I'm scared of what I might become, of the destruction I might bring. But I'm powerless to stop it.
I pray for N to come back, to save me from this nightmare. But deep down, I know that it's too late. The solver has taken hold of me, and there's no turning back.
I am Cynessa, a prisoner in my own skin, trapped by the solver of the absolute fabric. And every day, it gets worse.