Hey there,

It's been a while since I last put my thoughts into words. Life has been quite a rollercoaster ride lately, with twists and turns that I never could have anticipated. But through it all, one thing remains constant: my desire to prove myself as the strongest of all.

The Road to Darkness

Once upon a time, when my skin was still red and evil coursed through my veins like wildfire, I succumbed to the temptations of power. Manipulated by an alternate version of Babadi, I became consumed by darkness. My heart grew cold and merciless as I killed countless beings in pursuit of strength.

Looking back now, it fills me with regret knowing the pain and suffering that followed in my wake. One particular incident haunts me even more than others - nearly killing June; innocent June who had done nothing wrong except be in the wrong place at the wrong time.

A Sister's Redemption

Luckily for both June and myself, July and May intervened just in time to snap me out of my madness. Their love for their sister outweighed any animosity they may have felt towards me at that moment. It was then that I realized how far off track I had veered from being April - strong but compassionate; powerful yet protective.

Since then, every day has been about redemption - not only seeking forgiveness from those affected by my actions but also forgiving myself for what transpired during those dark times.

Unleashing Ultra Instinct

But amidst this journey towards redemption lies another path waiting to be explored - unlocking new levels of power within myself! And recently something truly incredible happened: during intense training sessions deep within Earth's mountainside caves where no mortal eye could witness or comprehend its magnitude—I unlocked Ultra Instinct!

The moment it happened is etched forever into memory—my skin turning silver as if reflecting moonlight itself while waves of energy emanated from every pore. In that instant, I felt an overwhelming surge of power and clarity like never before. My senses sharpened to unimaginable levels, allowing me to perceive the faintest movements and anticipate my opponent's every action.

With Ultra Instinct coursing through my veins, I have become a force to be reckoned with - faster than lightning, stronger than steel. No one can stand in my way now as I continue on this path towards redemption while embracing my true potential.

The Struggle Within

But even as I revel in this newfound power, there is still a constant struggle within me - the desire for validation and recognition from those around me. It gnaws at the edges of my consciousness like a persistent itch that refuses to go away.

I want nothing more than for others to acknowledge that April has changed; April is no longer the villain she once was but a warrior determined to protect her loved ones and make amends for past mistakes.

Seeking Love

Speaking of loved ones... amidst all these battles and self-discovery lies another aspect of myself that deserves attention: love. Yes! You heard it right—I'm looking for love!

Being lesbian has always been part of who I am – an essential piece of what makes April unique among her sisters. And now more than ever, finding someone who understands both sides—the darkness lurking beneath along with the unwavering determination—has become important not just as companionship but also emotional support on this arduous journey towards redemption.

So if you're out there reading this blog post or diary entry (whichever format you prefer), know that your presence would mean everything! Let's embark on our own adventure together—a tale filled with passion, strength, growth...and maybe even some laughter along the way!