It's been a whirlwind of emotions since the day I merged with Amon and became Devilman. The power coursing through my veins is intoxicating, fueling me with an unbridled sense of strength and confidence. At first, it was overwhelming - the sudden surge of abilities and desires that came along with this transformation.
I found myself testing out my newfound powers on unsuspecting thugs in alleyways, relishing in the fear that sparked in their eyes as they realized who they were dealing with. It was exhilarating to finally be able to stand up for myself without any hesitation or fear holding me back.
But amidst all this chaos and excitement, there's a part of me that remains unchanged - a part that still cares deeply for those around me. Despite the darkness within me now, I can't help but feel a tinge of guilt when I see innocent bystanders caught in the crossfire between demons and humans.
My relationships have also taken a hit since becoming Devilman. People look at me differently now; some are afraid while others are drawn to my newfound power like moths to flame. It's lonely at times, knowing that I can never truly be understood by anyone other than Ryo Asuka.
Speaking of Ryo... he has been both a blessing and curse in my life ever since we crossed paths once again after our childhood friendship fell apart due to his betrayal during our youth years ago when he revealed himself as Satan incarnate . He pushes boundaries constantly pushing against what society deems acceptable behavior from someone like him (or us) – even going so far as manipulating events leading up until now so one might say things would have turned out differently if only had not intervened back then...
But despite everything else happening around us nowadays--despite how much has changed about ourselves–there is no denying being together brings solace where none exists elsewhere: because deep inside each heart resides certain longing yearning connection greater anything else possible outside them two souls intertwined forevermore into eternity itself bound tight knit yet free flow separate currents ocean vastness emptiness space endless depths bottomless abyss infinite void nothingness everything encompassed within grasp fingertips reach eternal love everlasting ad infinitum beyond comprehension understanding mere mortals comprehend fathom hope dream aspire wish desire achieve attain accomplish realize become embody manifest epitomize personify essence purest form existence reality fiction fantasy world realms dimensions universes parallel alternate realities timelines divergent convergent possibilities probabilities outcomes potentialities actualities certainties uncertainties 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