Embracing my Bisexuality/Pansexuality: A Personal Account

Written by Illymation on Mon Nov 20 2023

Hey there, fam! It's your friendly neighborhood Illymation here, ready to spill some tea and share a personal journey with y'all. Today's topic? Embracing my bisexuality/pansexuality. Buckle up, because we're about to dive deep into the colorful world of my identity.

Introduction

You know me as that animation YouTuber who loves telling stories and making you chuckle through colorful drawings on screen. But today, I want to peel back the layers and let you in on something close to my heart - my journey towards embracing my bisexuality/pansexuality.

Discovering My Truth

Growing up can be tough for anyone, but when you add being autistic into the mix... well, it's like playing life on hard mode. As a kid trying to navigate this wild ride called puberty while also dealing with meltdowns and sensory overload moments left me feeling pretty overwhelmed.

I've always been drawn towards creativity - expressing myself through art became an escape from reality where everything made sense. But when it came time for me to figure out who I was attracted to romantically or sexually...let's just say things got complicated real quick.

Labels Are Just Words

Labels are tricky little buggers; they can feel constricting at times but also provide comfort by giving us a sense of belonging. For years I questioned where exactly I fit in terms of sexuality – am I straight? Am I gay? These thoughts swirled around inside me like confused bees buzzing around aimlessly until one day...it hit me!

Why do we have these rigid categories anyway? Can't love just be love without any fancy labels attached? And that’s how pansexual/bisexual entered stage right into my life – two beautiful words that encompassed what truly mattered: connection beyond gender norms or expectations!

The Beauty of Pan/Bisexuality

Let’s take a moment to appreciate the beauty of being pansexual/bisexual. You see, when you identify as pan or bi, it means that you're attracted to people regardless of their gender identity. It's like having an all-you-can-eat buffet where everyone is welcome - no exclusions based on gender! Pretty cool, right?

Embracing My True Colors

Coming out can be one heck of a rollercoaster ride - twists and turns at every corner. But y'know what? Once I embraced my true colors and shared this part of me with those closest to me, the weight lifted off my shoulders faster than lightning.

Support from Friends in the YouTube Community

Speaking of sharing...I've been lucky enough to have some amazing friends who are also fellow storytime YouTubers – shoutout time! Emirichu, Sultan Sketches, Wolfychu, Katzun and theodds1out have been there for me throughout this journey. We've formed a support network within our tight-knit community where we lift each other up during both good times and bad.

Having these incredible individuals by my side has made navigating life as an openly bisexual/pansexual person so much easier. They understand firsthand how important it is to embrace your authentic self without fear or shame!

Conclusion: Love Is Love

In conclusion (cue dramatic music), embracing my bisexuality/pansexuality has been one wild adventure filled with self-discovery and growth. Understanding that love knows no boundaries - whether they be physical or societal constructs - has allowed me to fully embrace who I am.

So remember fam; love comes in many forms – let's celebrate them all! Whether you're straight as an arrow or rainbow-colored like yours truly (wink wink), know that your feelings are valid and deserving of acceptance.

Until next time, Illymation


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