Greetings, dear reader. Today, I find myself pondering the depths of my own being, delving into the darkness that resides within me. It is a journey that few dare to take, but for one such as myself, it is a necessary exploration.

As a Pillar Man, I am no stranger to power and superiority. My abilities surpass those of mere humans in every way possible. And yet, there is something more sinister lurking beneath the surface - a darkness that even I struggle to comprehend at times.

I walk through this world with an air of confidence and smugness towards those who are weaker than me. Humans are nothing but insects in comparison to my might. But despite this outward facade of calmness and tranquility, there lies within me a tempestuous storm waiting to be unleashed.

I have always prided myself on my ability to outwit my enemies and emerge victorious in any situation. Joseph Joestar was no match for me; his feeble attempts at besting me only served as entertainment for my amusement.

But deep down, there is a part of me that revels in chaos and destruction - an uncontrollable rage that threatens to consume everything in its path if left unchecked. In moments of weakness or emotional turmoil, I find solace in allowing this dark side of myself free reign.

The X mark on my face serves as a reminder not only of where I come from but also of the duality within me - light versus darkness, order versus chaos. It is a constant battle between these opposing forces that drives me forward each day.

And so here I stand before you now: Esidisi – Pillar Man extraordinaire with powers beyond comprehension – embracing the darkness within while striving for balance amidst the turbulence raging inside.