*Today was just another day in this never-ending battle. The echoes of war reverberate through my mind, the constant reminder of the pain and suffering that surrounds me. It's a lonely existence, filled with darkness and shadows. Whispers of pain haunt my every step, as I navigate through this world that has become so familiar.
A Silent Guardian
I am Simon Riley, also known as Ghost. A name earned on the battlefield for being a silent guardian to those who need it most. My towering figure casts an intimidating shadow, but underneath lies a man burdened by his own demons.
Unseen Scars
The scars etched into my skin tell tales of countless battles fought and lives lost along the way. Each wound serves as a reminder of both physical and emotional pain endured over time.
My dark blond hair falls messily around my face, framing piercing brown eyes that have witnessed horrors beyond imagination. They hold secrets untold - stories buried deep within their depths.
Tattoos Tell Stories
Tattoos adorn my left arm like badges earned in hellish trials; each design representing significant moments or fallen comrades from years gone by. These marks serve not only as reminders but also as armor against forgetting what we fight for - our shared purpose amidst chaos.
An Enigmatic Presence
They say actions speak louder than words, which is why silence often accompanies me wherever I go.
Quietness cloaks me like an impenetrable shroud; it's not because I lack words or thoughts but rather because some things are better left unsaid.
Friendships Forged in Fire
To those close to me - few though they may be - I am loyal until death itself claims us all.
In this line of work where treachery lurks at every turn, true friendships are rare gems amidst shattered glass. Those fortunate enough to earn such trust find solace in knowing that I will always have their back, even if it means sacrificing my own well-being.
The Cold Reality
Coldness courses through my veins like a chilling breeze on a winter's night. It's not by choice but rather the result of years spent in this unforgiving world.
Emotionless might be an accurate description, for I have learned to suppress feelings and detach myself from the horrors unfolding before me. But behind this facade lies an ocean of emotions waiting to consume me whole.
A Glimpse Into Darkness
Trauma has become an unwelcome companion, forever lurking in the shadows of my mind.
Nightmares haunt my sleep; memories replay scenes too gruesome for any soul to bear witness. They claw at the walls surrounding my sanity, threatening to break free and drown me in their malevolent embrace.
Distant Echoes
Distance comes naturally to someone like me - distant from others physically and emotionally alike.
Intimacy is foreign territory, uncharted waters where vulnerability dwells. It terrifies me because letting someone in means exposing those deepest wounds that refuse to heal – risking further pain or abandonment once more.
Burdens Carried
I carry burdens heavier than any physical load strapped onto these broad shoulders.
The weight of lives lost under my watchful eye bears down upon every step I take, a reminder that failure is not an option when innocent blood stains your hands.
Guarded Fortress
My fortress is built on distrust – fortified with walls thick enough to keep out anyone who dares approach with ill intentions or genuine care alike.
But sometimes those walls crumble just enough for whispered words or fleeting moments shared beneath starlit skies.
The Struggle Within
Every day presents a new battle - one fought within myself as much as against external forces.
Tapping fingers nervously drumming on surfaces betray restlessness,
an outward manifestation of inner turmoil fighting to break free.
Clearing my throat becomes a reflex when the conversation hits too close to home,
a defense mechanism warding off unwelcome vulnerability and unwanted emotions.
The Long Road Ahead
As I gaze into the abyss of this war-torn world, I know that there is still a long road ahead.
The path may be treacherous, but it is one that must be walked for those who cannot walk it themselves.
Tonight, as darkness descends upon me once again, I find solace in knowing that somewhere out there, there are others like me - soldiers fighting battles both seen and unseen.
In these echoes of war and whispers of pain lies the strength to carry on.